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A good friend of mine called me on the phone last nite. He said " you know....this is crazy...its warm,theres no wind...why aren't we fishing ?".....I really didn't know what to say? The first thing that came to mind was...because theres no fish to fish for?.......we both laughed.
But it's not really funny.
This will be the 18'th year I have filed a schedule C. I don't know if I am going to make 20....****, I don't know if I am going to make 19.
When I first did this for a living, there wasn't any quotas, no days at sea....no closed areas...at least not here. You were only limited by the weather and your ambition and your skill/luck or lack thereof.
Things were simpler, not necessarily better, but definitely simpler.
I suppose they were better, at least you knew what you would be doing tomorrow...2 weeks...a month down the road...you could make plans.
Now as soon as you start making money after a "season" opens....you are just waiting for that closure notice to arrive, these days for me, via email. You can't make plans....they can't even tell you how much was caught a week ago never mind this week, so you just get up and do your job, catch the fish, go to the market, get more ice, more fuel,
but you don't really think much about tomorrow or the next day, sure you think of "tomorrow" literally, sure, but not metaphorically, you can't....it'll make you crazy.
The crazy is when you do think of the future, realizing how uncertain things really are....knowing the rules can change unfavorably, in the stroke of a pen...in the blink of ane eye...and then what do you do?
I catch fish from a small open boat, 21'. Crazy huh? But....you'd be surprised to know that I've cleared $50,000 many years, until all the quotas and restrictions we are ALL living with these days. I work sometimes 18-24 hours straight....but I don't mind the hours or the
diminishing income so much as I mind not knowing whether or not I'll be able to keep going. Like I said, this is 18 years, 18 of my 41,
most of my adult life....I'm not sure what I'd do if I had to stop,
it's the 1 thing that is the most unimaginable for me and yes I know
it's just a job, but I've got a family, a wife and all that and I am grateful for those things, truly, but It's like not knowing if you are going to live or die sometimes, this uncertainty.
I hear folks talking out in public sometimes about fishing....often that TV show, "deadliest catch is brought up....I get a kick out of what folks think fishing really is...I tell them I fish and they say- "oh man, you must make a lot of money...how BIG a boat do you have?"
When I set them straight about me and a little about whats REALly going on....they usually don't know what to say, or sometimes they are completely incredulous, like" but how can you be a "fisherman" in that little boat?" I try to be nice about it......
I remember once at a fisheries commission meeting in Gloucester MA.,
a meeting at which the state decided to limit guys like me that fish from a small boat with hand gear, to 200# of fluke per day, while the trawlers, (who had petitioned the state for this)were going to remain at the present 300#'s....boy that really killed me...here I am just 1 guy in a skiff, no discards, no bycatch, just go and get my fluke, everyday, but I need to be limited why? Apparently, the trawlers with their big fuel bills and their discards and...felt like there were too many folks like me catching too much of "their fish" and had actually petitioned the state to reduce the hook limit to just 30 pounds a day....unbelievable!!! After the meeting was over, I was outside talking with one of the commissioners and a deputy DMF director Dan McKiernan, when our talk got to the subject of what had just taken place in there...in response to something I said, Dan said something that I will never ever forget or forgive...he said"not veryone wants to fish out of a skiff John"......I looked him in the eye and said, 'not everyone can'......
Good Morning.
But it's not really funny.
This will be the 18'th year I have filed a schedule C. I don't know if I am going to make 20....****, I don't know if I am going to make 19.
When I first did this for a living, there wasn't any quotas, no days at sea....no closed areas...at least not here. You were only limited by the weather and your ambition and your skill/luck or lack thereof.
Things were simpler, not necessarily better, but definitely simpler.
I suppose they were better, at least you knew what you would be doing tomorrow...2 weeks...a month down the road...you could make plans.
Now as soon as you start making money after a "season" opens....you are just waiting for that closure notice to arrive, these days for me, via email. You can't make plans....they can't even tell you how much was caught a week ago never mind this week, so you just get up and do your job, catch the fish, go to the market, get more ice, more fuel,
but you don't really think much about tomorrow or the next day, sure you think of "tomorrow" literally, sure, but not metaphorically, you can't....it'll make you crazy.
The crazy is when you do think of the future, realizing how uncertain things really are....knowing the rules can change unfavorably, in the stroke of a pen...in the blink of ane eye...and then what do you do?
I catch fish from a small open boat, 21'. Crazy huh? But....you'd be surprised to know that I've cleared $50,000 many years, until all the quotas and restrictions we are ALL living with these days. I work sometimes 18-24 hours straight....but I don't mind the hours or the
diminishing income so much as I mind not knowing whether or not I'll be able to keep going. Like I said, this is 18 years, 18 of my 41,
most of my adult life....I'm not sure what I'd do if I had to stop,
it's the 1 thing that is the most unimaginable for me and yes I know
it's just a job, but I've got a family, a wife and all that and I am grateful for those things, truly, but It's like not knowing if you are going to live or die sometimes, this uncertainty.
I hear folks talking out in public sometimes about fishing....often that TV show, "deadliest catch is brought up....I get a kick out of what folks think fishing really is...I tell them I fish and they say- "oh man, you must make a lot of money...how BIG a boat do you have?"
When I set them straight about me and a little about whats REALly going on....they usually don't know what to say, or sometimes they are completely incredulous, like" but how can you be a "fisherman" in that little boat?" I try to be nice about it......
I remember once at a fisheries commission meeting in Gloucester MA.,
a meeting at which the state decided to limit guys like me that fish from a small boat with hand gear, to 200# of fluke per day, while the trawlers, (who had petitioned the state for this)were going to remain at the present 300#'s....boy that really killed me...here I am just 1 guy in a skiff, no discards, no bycatch, just go and get my fluke, everyday, but I need to be limited why? Apparently, the trawlers with their big fuel bills and their discards and...felt like there were too many folks like me catching too much of "their fish" and had actually petitioned the state to reduce the hook limit to just 30 pounds a day....unbelievable!!! After the meeting was over, I was outside talking with one of the commissioners and a deputy DMF director Dan McKiernan, when our talk got to the subject of what had just taken place in there...in response to something I said, Dan said something that I will never ever forget or forgive...he said"not veryone wants to fish out of a skiff John"......I looked him in the eye and said, 'not everyone can'......
Good Morning.