My nads are fine Crabby, thanks for asking

I was a pack a day smoker for about 30 years.
One of my issues is that I never thought much about living so long to be ?old?. I seriously thought (from my lifestyle and things I?ve done) that I would never live to seen my 30th birthday, and I was fine with that.
I still didn?t think much about it until about my 40th birthday. If I died, I died and that?s that.
I have been giving it a lot of thought lately and I kind of like being alive so I am trying to do what I can to stick around a little longer
. Once I completely quit the cigarettes I will look into dropping some weight.
I have had only one cigarette in the past three days. That one was yesterday afternoon. I took the dog for a run on the north side of Long Beach and it was so nice out I sat my @ss on a log and lit a cigarette. I smoked about ½ of it before I put it out.
I will quit the cancer sticks completely, I hope soon.